Cn's one and only site (for nowz)

My friends are fantastic ppl

2007-11-16T07:57:00.000-08:00

today last day of school
last day we'll see our classrooms
last time we'll hear our teachers rambling on during lessons
last time we'll be punished for our naughty deeds
last time we'll take a class shot
last time we'll hear the school bell ring
last time we'll hear our teachers nag at us
last time we'll have a mass crying session in class
last time we'll use school computers
last time we'll cheer each other on during the 1.6km jog
last time we'll laugh as a class
last time we'll walk down the walkways
last time we'll open and close our lockers
last time we'll have recess
last time we'll hug each other while crying
last time we'll climb the stairs 4 levels up each morning
last time we'll compare exam scores
last time we'll scream and shout and freak out together
last time we'll have funny moments in class
**********
it's all going to be the last time...did you treasure every moment with your friends?
or did you take it all for granted and only regret it now?
well...i love all of you ppl and thanks so much for the last tears you've shed for me
thanks for the times you've suffered to make me happy
thanks for the times we've laughed
thanks for the hugs you've given me.
today i found out what true friends are...
true friends will stand by you, hug you, cry with you, give you pats on your shoulders, comfort you when you are sad.
*****************************
well...i know separation is never easy and we've all shed tears over it, but there many lessons we can learn from it.
today, for the first time, i broke down crying, in front of everyone, not hiding my face in fear of ppl laughing at me...my friends came to me in tears and i hugged them...i went to my friends in tears and they hugged me...i was standing there crying alone and my friends gave me big hugs like never before, they comforted me, tried to hold back the tears and i love them for that. normal friends have probably seen you smile and laugh before but true friends are those who have seen you smile and laugh but also cry and don't stand there watching you and laughing at you cry but coming to you with tissues, hugs, smiles, words of comfort...i've seriously never shed so many tears! the tears were shed cause i'm going to miss all my friends and some for fear that we might lose contact but mostly for the memories in PL.
*******************************************
and here's a shout for the world for pain, sadness and loneliness: WHEN YOU CRY AND FEEL LIKE SCREAMING OUT OF AGONY, FIND FAITH IN YOUR FRIENDS AND THAT THEY WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU! DON'T WAIT UNTIL SEPARATION BEFORE YOU TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS. I FOUND FAITH AND TRUST IN FRIENDS AND SO CAN YOU!!!
***********************************************************
THERE MAY ONLY BE ONE CHANCE***GRAB IT NOW OR LOSE IT FOREVER!
***************************************************************************
AND REMEMBER THESE LYRICS!

as we go on
we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lifes change
come whatever
we will still be
FRIENDS FOREVER

last day 2 b 2gether lyk tis...

2007-11-15T18:30:00.000-08:00

enjoy every moment left...the next 2 and 1/2h left 4 it may b the last...every time you've smiled in tis school, every time you've cried...today is the last day to appreciate those times. the memories tt hav been crafted specially 4 u by ur fwens...whether close or not...treasure them. you r never gonna go trough those again...what hav these 6 yrs meant to u? today...r u going 2 cry? what r u shedding these tears 4? r u shedding them for the memories or fwens...teachers, bad times, good times...well i may not cry but tt doesn't mean tt i dun treasure u...i may just very well not b emotional...in reality u all mean a lot 2 me, k? if there's anything i will cry over 2dae, it will b for u ppl...for every happy and joyous moment we've spent and for the times we've quarrelled and argued. if we never talk again after today, pls remember tt i m and will forever b changed by you! thx for being a friend!!!

party!!

2007-11-15T18:06:00.000-08:00

i m having a party on 1 dec. sent out 12 invites. hmm...wonder who's coming? those who r coming pls gimme reply by 22 nov hor! if you're not coming tell me so tt i can prepare smth 4 u! hope all of u can come! btw, pls bring fabric paints/glue...etc... and swimming suit if u wanna swim @ my house. and no, home clothes r not allowed k? dun wan security guard coming up 2 screaming @ us right? hahas! hope 2 c all of u there! gonna miss u 12 sweet fwens of mine!

NEW COOL FUN STUFF

2007-11-05T02:10:00.000-08:00

The falling changing colour hearts and calendar that have just been added are from : www.violablu.net

The charmy kitty sign was taken from : www.cutespot.com

Updated list for top 5 Chinese songs!

2007-11-04T18:38:00.000-08:00

FAV SONGS (CHINESE) TOP 5！！！
1. 熟能生巧
2.K-O
3.第二天堂
4.枫
5.记得爱

Finally narrowed the list down to top 5!

cursor

2007-10-31T00:14:00.000-07:00

The cupid cursor is from www.make-myspace.com.

This is dedicated to my 4 BEST FRIENDS in the world

2007-10-29T03:31:00.001-07:00

This is dedicated to my 4 BEST FRIENDS in the world:Joy, Keely, Andreea & Mei Shuen.

我今天在听歌的时候，突然想起了你们。I remembered those happy and sad times we have been through and all of a sudden...I felt like crying. Counting the days as they go by...I realised we do not have much time left to be together in PL. All these years I have grown and matured and so have you...the times we smiled, laughed, frowned and cried...what were they all for? What do they mean to you? How did we become good friends? Why must it be you? I have answers to those and I hope you do to. After this year...we might be separated. Will I still mean anything to you? You say to hope to keep in contact and we will meet again, do you mean those? Although you may not know, but you four are my BEST friends despite our quarrels and squabbles. Thinking through and looking back at the beautiful memories I feel a wave of nostalgia sweep over me. I am happy for all the times we have been through-both good and bad. I think the good memories are like a part of me and have made my years in PL memorable and unforgetable. As for the bad, those have made me stronger and built me up as a person and will make me a better friend to all of you and the people around me. If after this year, I never get to hear your voice and get to see your face again...will you at least sew all these memories into your mind? I hope to have crafted beautiful meomories for you and if I have scarred you in any way, I apologise. I don't know how you will feel after you read this and you don't have to tell me, just answer quietly in your heart.

From Chai Ning A.K.A CN

top ten

2007-10-23T03:24:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl! How do you like my site so far? I will be adding more things soon. And for now i am going to list MY FAV SONGS!

FAV SONGS (CHINESE)top 10
1. K-O (林俊杰)
2.GUARDIAN ANGEL (洪俊扬)
3.枫 (周杰伦)
4.原来 (林俊杰)
5.第二天堂(林俊杰)
6.只对你说(林俊杰)
7.翅膀(林俊杰)
8.编号89757(林俊杰)
9.不能说的秘密(周杰伦)
10.记得爱(阿沁 & 李玖哲)

FAV SONGS (KOREAN) top3
1.BO GO SHIP DA (stairway to heaven)
2.PERHAPS LOVE (goong)
3.HEAVEN'S MEMORY (stairway to heaven)

FAV SONGS (ENGLISH) top5
1.EVERYDAY (high school musical cast)
2.I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY (Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron)
3.BET ON IT (Zac Efron)
4.PUSH IT TO THE LIMIT (Corbin Bleu)
5.JUMP TO THE RHYTHM (Jordan Pruitt)